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"Guardian Pegasus" <nobody@nowhere.xxx> wrote in message
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> On Mon, 5 Sep 2005 10:27:05 -0500, "deene" <pixelgirl@pickle.net>
> wrote:
>
>>How come you have so much spare time? I don't mean to be nosey, but I
>>was under the impression you were pretty young.
>
> No problem
I suffer from a couple of potentially life-threatning
> conditions, so basically I can't work or study anymore, until I get it
> under control. I'm going for a checkup on wednesday, and my doctor
> will decide to go for a string of operations or continue to treat it
> with medication and a breathing-machine I use at night, so I don't
> choke or get a heart attack.. problem is it isn't working. Potentially
> I might not be here to log onto the group tomorrow... and my doctor
> said it's a miracle I'm still around, given the severity of my
> condition. But I'm young (24), and very strong. I have a strong heart,
> although it's enlarged from the stress, and I have strong lungs and a
> good, strong respitory system. Basically I have one of the worst cases
> of sleep apnea ever recorded in medical history. Symptoms and
> sideeffects include high bloodpressure(currently 150/90 with meds),
> elevated heartrate (100 resting heartrate), low oxygen saturation when
> sleeping (56% enough to make you vomit and pass out if you were
> awake), memory loss, concentration problems, narcolepsi, problems
> sleeping, extreme nausea and headaches (for several hours after I wake
> up), weight gain (I crave quick carbos all the time to keep me going).
> The redistribution of oxygen from the extremities to the vital organs
> causes occasional impotence, and nasty pains and cramps, both in the
> nether regions, including testicles as well as muscles, and can also
> cause my arms and legs to fall asleep for no reason, which is why I
> have to get up and walk around at least a couple of times an hour. I'm
> also sleep deprived, and haven't achieved proper sleep including
> extended REM sleep for 10-12 years, something which has caused great
> bouts of depression and a mild form of paranoia and agoraphobia. For
> years I was diagnosed with psychatric conditions. Aversion syndrome,
> clinical depression etc. So now I try not to take myself too
> seriously, to see things in a humorous light, and to try to enjoy life
> as much as possible.
>
> The good news is I'm coping, for the moment anyway. I probably
> wouldn't live past 30 if they hadn't diagnosed it. It's sort of a
> camoflagued disease because everyone goes "But you seem so alert,
> quick witted" etc. and don't understand that it takes all my energy
> just to keep up appereances. Some days I just sleep and watch TV,
> while I wait for my idiot doctors to come to some kind of decision.
> The worst thing that could happen would be a stroke. Luckily I have
> low cholesterol etc. and I'm on beta blockers.
>
> Well, I guess that's more than you really wanted to know about me...
> LOL. It's just that people are often quick to judge me as lazy or
> whatnot
That's awful and I am so sorry to hear this. As far as it being more
than I wanted to know, I appreciate reading about it as I've learned
something. I'll keep you in my prayers Guardian.
deene